My little angels

Last saturday I went to my grandma's house for lunch. It was unfortunate that my cousins couldn't come since they were busy with exams and so on. Despite the fact it was quite there, I was really happy to see my grandma and my uncle again. I actually see grandma once every two week I guess. Sometimes even more.

I had nothing to do that day, so I brought my Korean books to try and memorise few new words and such. I felt lazy and very drowsy after eating lunch, so I ended up not studying. Meanwhile, my little cousins were there. They were so noisy trying to catch a small butterfly despite the fact that they are afraid of it haha.

To be honest most people don't like children's noise, but surprisingly to me it was fun. My house is always quiet and calm. I would hardly hear anything other than arguments and fights between my siblings. It was a nice feeling to hear noises this time.

As time passed that day, my little cousins gathered around me and kept wanting to play. I must thank god that one of them had iPad haha. While my cousin was playing with his iPad, they all gathered around me to look at how the game is being played.

The fact that the game is about torturing and killing an animal (I'm not sure what it was), it was inappropriate game to be played by children (even adults in my opinion). It was kind of sad to see them laughing on how to kill it.

One of my cousins kept hitting my thigh that day haha! I can still remember how she was pretending to play drums on my thigh. As she kept playing, her hands became tougher on my skin. She kept on hitting harder and harder to laugh at me screaming at her. I didn't really mind, but I think my thigh went red that day haha!

After spending a lot of time with my cousins, I thought about how I didn't talk to my grandma nor listened to what she has to say. I tried to escape from my cousins, but wow such power and energy that stopped me from leaving my chair. As I sought help from my little guardian, I managed to escape until it turned into "catch me if you can" game.

The fact that I ran that day just to escape from them made me realize how happy I was to be around them. I've been in this boring vacation every since December, so it really hit me. When I was running, I realized that I was laughing and crying out of joy. At that very moment I thought to myself "Wow, It's been actually a really long time since I laughed this hard".

This made me think to myself "Why haven't I been laughing like this the past few months?". My little angels made me realize this about myself. It is sad that I didn't know how happy I can be around them. Hopefully in my next visit to grandma's house, I'd play more with them.

Love you my little angels <3